Stare and Stare and Sleep

Had Biology and Moral exams today...

Bio was kind of difficult for me...not smooth sailing through like some other subjects...particularly because I have always been weak in Bio...ever since I was young I knew some stuff about other topics...but for Bio, I would just give a blank stare..and even now I guess I would still do that...

And even though I pay attention in class during Bio lessons, unlike other lessons when I would fall asleep within the first ten minutes, I still don't really get it...the Bio exam was much tougher for me compared to the other exams which I hardly pay attention to...

As for Moral, it was ridiculous...the questions were asking the obvious...I almost fell asleep during the exam because it was so boring...had to take close my eyes for a few moments and take short naps that only lasted less than a minute to stay awake and not doze off completely...and in the end after the exam I was so mentally drained out trying to stay awake...

Never comprehended why this subject is compulsory...it's not even relevent to our future/career/self-development etc....

Anyway, I will be having EST and English 2 papers tomorrow...shouldn't be too tough...and on Monday History and Chemistry will be coming up...got to study for History...

And also not forgetting all readers who are sitting for the mid-year exams too just like me, this is(I know it's overdue, but just by a few days) for you...ALL THE BEST!!!

I just came across a Bible verse that explains sufferings...refer to Romans 5:3-5..for those of you who don't have a Bible or anything like that, the verse is right at the bottom of the post...many people have questions about sufferings...and the classical one would be "If God loves us so much, why is there still suffering? Therefore, God's love must be fake." That is not true, obviously...God's love is not fake...the Bible verse explains it all...sufferings don't just come like that without any effects...it produces endurance, which in the end leads to hope...a hope of eternal life where sufferings vapourizes into thin air...but when we are still here in the world, love cannot exist with sufferings...you see the connection there? People often don't get this...I hope you do...so whenever you have troubles or hardships, that is not the end of the road, look beyond it and find hope...pray that God might give everyone the grace to do so!


God bless!!!




~From here on earth, Love cannot live without suffering. It is through loving the cross that we discover His heart, for divine Love never lives without suffering. I want my whole life to be inspired by love. He who loves, does al things easily, or if he suffers, he suffers bravely. Why is suffering necessary? Because on earth, pure love cannot exist without suffering. O Jesus, Jesus, I no longer feel my cross when I think of yours! --- St. Bernedette Soubirous~

~We also boast of our troubles, because we know that trouble produces endurance, endurance brings God's approval, and approval creates hope. This hope does not disappoint us, for God has poured out his love into our hearts by means of the Holy Spirit, who is God's gift to us. --- Romans 5:3-5~

Form 4 Life

It's been awhile since my last update...about two weeks ago?

I have been quite busy lately with the exam coming in a week's time and a hectic schedule...

And the homework never stops coming in....it hasn't changed since the begining of the year...

I guess it's just like that in Form 4...even in other schools too...wonder why we have to take a lot of unnecessary subjects too...

Gotta start studying with the exam coming up next week...

But I'll be away for the weekend on a church retreat...will be going to PD on Saturday morning and coming back on Sunday afternoon...will post about it after coming back when I have the time...

That's all for now I guess...

Ciao! God bless!

~Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. --- Matthew 5:7~